As it gets closer and closer to your birthday, i'm scared. Scared of life without you. We should be preparing for your 1st birthday party. Today, i tried to push the thoughts away, away from my mind and away from my memory......... What would life have been with you? do not know but God knows all things. He is my strength, My God in whom i trust. If not for Him.......... Sometimes i think life is cruel and unfair, then i try to push the thoughts away because God is not an unkind God. He knows why things happen and His will has no why. I am very weak but He is the strength of my life, no wonder when i'm weak i can say i am strong. Beautiful and lovely Busayo, continue to rest in peace, till we meet again. Continue to rest in the bossom of the Almighty God. We love you but He loves you more. We are not of sure what to do with your stuffs. All the clothing items were taken to St Thomas Hospital (Neonatal Unit) The least we can do so other children can benefit) i remember going to the hospital one day to see you and you were wearing this lovely pink dress. The nurse told me it was donated by a parent. Your legacy lives on. Almost £3000 was raised through your dad's colleague - Keri in a 10k run. People gave generously and the money was donated to St Thomas Hospital Neo Natal Unit. My baby, my long awaited baby, rest in peace. Away from all the stress and hassles of this world. I think about you all the time. I miss you so much Oluwabusayo, Tioluwani, Motunrayo, Omotayo,Grace, Ayomikun. You will always be remembered.